a little more than beforeI had a force in my life that I thought was so big and was hurting me so bad. I cried and cried over it last night and wanted so bad to hurt the person who hurt me. I said a prayer asking for help, and inspiration flooded into my mind to approach the person in humility and kindness and offer to let them have their way. I did so, and even though the person still reacted selfishly, I felt I did a good thing. I felt like a coward for a while but now I'm relieved.
Someone I love had a force come their way today that was horrible for them too. They were hurt beyond hurt too and wanted to hurt the attacker too.
If I had acted on my feelings and bit my attacker's head off, I wouldn't have felt I was in a position to give my beloved friend any good advice.
We both approached our attackers with love and humility in the end. We're both still hurt but the storms around us are starting to calm a little. At least we didn't add to it.
I felt that was another lesson for me about how we are prepared for tomorrow through our trials that we have today.
More than anything, I thank my Father for showing me just how small my own situation really was. I couldn't see that when I was only focusing on myself. I'm not afraid any more.
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My little cousins thinks very highly of me, it seems. One especially touched me this family reunion. I had no idea I had any such influence over anyone. She told me I was everything I thought I wasn't: Talented, kind, calm, positive, beautiful, a good friend, and much more. I needed that so bad. I've been very discouraged this year. I'm happy with what little success I have just knowing that my family thinks the world of me.
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Sorry for no comments lately guys. One week of school left and then I'll be back to being more active on DA. :3
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P.S.
Dear friend: I hope you know you did wonderfully. It wasn't because of your medication, it wasn't because I encouraged you to hold back, it was because you are wonderful and stronger than any monster on your back.
You've inspired me to make a story/comic that I hope will help those suffering with the same monsters.
If it's still hard then hang in there. It's nothing you can't handle. You're stronger than you know - by far.
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Devious Comments
(However, feel free to give me the name and number of said offenders. . . I won't do anything bad, honest).
Good luck with your last week of schoool!!!
Heh, why wouldn't they?
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"There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so." ~Shakespeare
"If you sacrifice liberty for security, you will lose both." ~Ron Paul
"A life lived in fear is a life half lived." ~Spanish Proverb
Okay, one more.
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soory if i said anything rong in the past. i hope who attacked you didn't do what i think. that would suck! but i suppose you were just hit or something hmm? becka, stay strong n put the pain behind you if you can.
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じしf_, )ノ Kitty.
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*My "cousin**" Kole used to call me "Cuzzy", short for "cousin". I'm sad he doesn't call me that any more.
**Actually my mom's cousin's son.
Mwahahaha I love adding silly useless facts!
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Glad to hear that things are going well and you did the right thing in approaching that person
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We're all just passing through, kiddo. Just passing through, that's all.
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